Everything was too good to be true. Now I've been suffering for the past couple of months. I've never cried so much. He's not the same anymore. It hurts so much. He keeps things from me and lies to me. He doesn't want to spend much time with me anymore. He doesn't want to talk over the phone or anything anymore. It's been 4 months since he gave me a rose as well. He pushed me to the side and started loving life without me. So my ex got what he wanted now. He hoped for me to suffer more than I've made him suffer. I've been depressed for too long and have been having too many breakdowns. I lost so many people and there's not much to be happy about at all. I've harmed myself so much. I hope who ever is reading this doesn't go through what I've been going through. Take care.
Sometimes people just can't shut their mouth. I get it. You don't want to have anything to do with me. At least do me one big favor and keep my name out of your mouth. That was the past, what ever. I'm not talking about you, so stop it. I still don't even know what your problem with me is, just let go of it already. You have been telling like the whole world except me. I don't want to have anything to do with you either. Leave me...and the people around me ALONE.
Monday, 05 April 2010
Confusion. I know what I want. I just don't understand you some times. I hope everything you tell me is true. For some reason I've been believing everything so blindly, but I'm willing to take the chances. I have too many issues with myself. I don't know what anyone sees in me....especially you. You can get like any girl...but for some reason you chose me. I don't know if you lack self confidence or if you really are somehow strongly attracted to me.
It's terrible. It sucks so much. What ever happened today officially made it suck. I know I did this to myself. I know I deserved everything that has happened to me. There's no way I can get out. I really don't know what to do. Life just keeps getting worse and worse. I didn't mean to hurt anyone or bring them in my life issues. I didn't mean to ruin anyone's life as well. I apologize to all who has anything against me. I'll try my best not to be a bother. I hope life gets better for all of you. Take care.
I can tell in your eyes exactly where you go, ’cause I have been to every distant constellation, To see you again
In the world of my mind, There’s nothing I wouldn’t do, To cast away
I know it’s like a trip for me too far, Moving foward, faster, into my imagination, Let it run, away with me, I know your love is perfect like the stars, When we’re together, here in my imagination, Let it run, away with me, away with me, away with me (fade)
With every thought, The journey begins again, And we will go on, Chasing the endless box of creation, That holds me for hours, There’s a rising sun along the dark horizon, As I’m driving through the ID
It’s like a trip, Into my imagination, Let it run, And you know your love is perfect, Here in my imagination, I let it run, Aaaawayyy witttth meee (x4), Let it run, Ooooo (x16)
I know it’s like a trip for me too far, Moving foward, faster, into my imagination, Let it run, away with me, I know your love is perfect like the stars, When we’re here together, here in my imagination, Let it run, away with me, away with me
Let it run, Away with me I let it run, run, run, Oooo ooo (x16) Away with me, Away with me
